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    March 06

    Again...

            Last time I got a dream. That was almost three years ago...
            It scared me, I got hurt...
            During this three years' period, I haven't felt it at all...Coz nobody could pick it up , warm it and rebuild it in love. Now, some people gonna ask "what is that?" The anwser is "Down there,Love deeply in heart."
            Yupp, that's the love which i haven't had for a kinda long time...
            Right now, seems its coming to me...Although I feel dreamfully, im a litle bit afraid. You know what im saying...
            Swear to me, stay with me forever.
            I trust us coz I got the same feeling as first love in one's life...Thats dreamful but actual... 
            Here, what I wrote is what I feel...
        
                                             

    一宿没睡...

    凌晨的时候,忽然睁开了眼睛。
    天还没亮。灰蒙蒙的。外面在下雪,微小的声响穿过窗帘。
    我躺在床上安静的聆听。小小的动静,都仿佛都可以跌进心里。

    陌生的环境  陌生的语言 陌生的景色

    生活趋近苍白,身边流动全是陌生的脸孔和身体。

    手上握不住幸福的涵义。眼睛朝天上望,世界只剩下灰白的苍穹。
    生命中只剩下生活,我不知道还有什么意义

    心里满是暴戾。想撕裂什么,说不上来。

    有时候会在霎间想通很多事。
    是厌倦。是丢弃。
    空洞又倔强的回忆。视而不见,也许才是最好的安置。

    所谓回忆,只是在妄图追想那些已然逝去的岁月。

    有人说。
    当回忆由名词变为动词的时候,我们就老了。

    当它再次成为名词的时候,我们也许已经死亡。

    现实的残酷,都容不得我们抹煞与诋毁。
    就如同那留恋中的美好。存在并且消亡着。

     对于幸福 没有放弃 所以请你也相信 这是真实的

     所以请不要孤单因为我一直在你转身的距离

      看着你的快乐和期待

       而对人 我要浓情

    现在,有种无法喘息的情绪

    所以 倾泄一点思绪

     一包烟

    想要有用嘴巴说话的冲动

    开始自言自语

    开始尝试着留下一些东西 但效果很不好

    有些东西 是注定属于蓝天 属于大海的

    无论你怎么拼命留也留不住...

    想写下一些东西 但是无从下手

    眼睛紧紧闭着

    我真的厌倦

    曾经很多的纠结都已经释然了

    很多看重的在心里也渐渐的变轻了

    紧紧握着不放的一些人和事也学会了怎样去松手了

    这样的一种转变对人对己都是一种好

     

        原来

       對一個人的放棄

        是會掉眼淚的


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    来人wrote:
    晕...我不过这节...你回国没有?
    June 2
    妲炟 顧wrote:
    對於這篇日誌~~~不是一般的有感覺啊~~~那圖片真的很有意境~~~~
    May 23
    C Lolowrote:
    恩MCC
    May 13
    Stephanie Swrote:
    有更新阿~~
    一值都在更新阿~~
    不过是在一个page而易啊~~
    可能你没注意到拉~~
    May 6
    丁舒 刘wrote:
    什么叫不能一直背下去啊。 你是说你很背, 还是说我啊
    May 4
    你这还真热闹
    Apr. 25
    lianzi liuwrote:
    啥病都有~还真得要你治了..哈哈
    Apr. 22
    Carolinewrote:
    我们这还行.....不是太厉害啊~
    Apr. 17
    Carolinewrote:
    我也想更新啊 ...
     
    可是 实在不知道更新什么.......
     
    哎...
    Apr. 17
    Stephanie Swrote:
    wawa~~
    幸福哦~~
    还有小绵羊???
    要是我们都开心死了,不管好不好吃啦,听到名字就很开心啦~~
    哈哈哈
    Apr. 17
    莹 胡wrote:
    哈哈..真的吗..在哪见过???我在AU也..
    Apr. 16
    赫遥 马wrote:
    我最近也是经常失眠,都开始要吃安眠药了,怎么办好啊
    Apr. 15
    Stephanie Swrote:
    hoho~~
    我发现国外的火锅有一个共同点,那就是吃了一定拉肚子~~
    到哪里都一样~~失败阿~~
    Apr. 15
    Carolinewrote:
    那天真急死了我....你又走了.....
     
     
    55555
     
     
    现在是消除了   = =
    Apr. 15
    RinGo ♥wrote:
    小气男人
    Apr. 15
    Teresa Wuwrote:
    你的眼镜也不错 ^^
    ------------
    一直觉得放弃该放弃的是必须的
    小说有的情节不要奢望生活中能实现..
    释然很好
    Apr. 15
    Eva Xuwrote:
    爱的感觉是什么。。。。。。
    Apr. 15
    jojo songwrote:
    是的
    但是已成事实
    只能去接受
    人总是会突然措手不及的遇到险阻
    Apr. 15
    Zi Taowrote:
    空间音乐很好听,这里太卡了哦
    Apr. 15
    茜 茜wrote:
    不留只因留不住。。。
    同意吗? 呵呵
     
    初到 请原谅这冒昧......
    Apr. 14

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